Sunday, May 24, 2009

Death: I am the ultimate destination

Once i was just walking down the street and suddenly hit by a car become unconscious i don't know where was i ?

suddenly the place filed with a darkness and a figure in black (cant been able to see its color) appeared blared, my heart engulfed with a unknown fear, suddenly a bright ball start appearing approaching the place and slowly slowly the darkness reduces and now the atmosphere is something like contrast of bright darkness.noyw one more figure is visible on opposite side of first that is in drizzling dress with brightness.

i was completely in a fuss where am i?

suddenly the unknown fear of my heart change into extreme curiosity and after that ...................

i asked who r u? and where am i?

the black one replied i am your destiny the Death, suddenly the bright one shouted no i am your destiny to survive to enjoy the ultimate gift that is life.

No don't listen him because of being in this world he has inherited some quality of earthly politician life has never been the ultimate gift but only i have been the ultimate destination to be relax after all your struggling grief humiliation insults of so called ultimate gift life.
Life then replied no, that's not the fact, no one wants to come to you i am more popular than you that why u are feeling jealous.

No you only give suffering to people nothing as replied The black one.

then tell me why every one wants me and have the fear of you if i use to make them suffer.

Every bad thing is attractive in nature and every one who scarifies themselves for others be unpopular .
If you only make them suffer than also they might be uncomplaining but at the same time you give someone more than require and give rise to comparability and raise there sufferings.

the drizzling figure replied no i always give same joy to people but their own desires put them in suffering, they don't know how to be happy but still they don't want to go to you?

the black figure laughed slowly, ya that's true but when your game of low high which you enjoy must becomes difficult to handle and they lost with all hopes they came to me for ultimate relief that time there fear changes into sign of relief and peace of salvation. in my world no one is discriminate every one get only one thing relief from all sufferings of life.
So when they relies your truth that you are simply playing with their souls like a politician showing them dream of joy but snatching their peace they opt for change and for ultimate joy of peace and salvation.

NO shouted the drizzle figure sufferings are there in your world people become ghosts and that haven and hell that's exists there also?

ha ha ha i like your debating skill life i really like ... you are talking about the thing which only your .0000005% believes in that's also then when you fill them with all route of nonsuccessive or you operate them to do something unethical that thing is not there in my world.

just tell me one thing is there any evidence of life after death no because there is no suffering only sound of suffering leaks , now you will say no sound of joy also leaks because i know you are a very good debater.

so let me tell you in your world they is joy on cost of someones suffering that's why that joy leaks but in my world there is no suffering that's why nothing leaks.

so you must believe that i am a better companion and you are only a journey who gives different experiences but i am the ultimate destination and destination ALWAYS GIVE JOY AND MORE JOY JUST ACHIEVE A SMALL ONE TO FEEL IT.............................
now life smiles and says i know that and with time you are improving in debating skill now i know why more people has start coming closer to you and why the young ones are loosing your fear
well are you taking him right now,
no replied black ne he still have desire to live and i don't want to force him let him come to me .................................


then my eyes open up suddenly and i found so many people around and some one is fetching water on my face....
But this incident just changed my attitude towards life and i start thinking.........

DID you???

Sunday, April 19, 2009

cost of being a GOOD student..........................

Straight from heart...............................
The most I have lost in my personal life is because of the image i have in MY SOCIAL LIFE

Hi
When I was in school I was supposed to be a average student with a tag good.
This tag of good is like a dis blessing for me. Being good means girls will think you are a student interested in everything as then them they will respect you but n0t be your friends, if become not will be open and frank to you since you are not that type. Teachers will accept you to do well in studies as well as in co-curricular activities.
Y0ur desires will die in the attention you will get and slowly you feel good for what you gain but the time when you know what you lost, you will as per nature try to justify, then you will realize what you have to pay for that is too too high.

You cant express your self as you are good, you cant seat on back and pass comments have fun with your friends because you are a good student.

If you open your heart in front of some one she will just scream " ye tumhe kya ho gaya kaisi bate kar rahe ho" its not expected from you if someone with last in rank, having spike hair means cool dude will say he is caring and will get the ..........................

I have heard a story in my adolescence that a person died and went to Yama he has been asked where you want to go Hell Or Haven he just begged for haven as usual, while in the way to haven he saw a place full of drizzling light, party is on the rocks every one was just rocking there beer and wine was flowing like river, hot Babs are dancing and ................................

just thinking about that place he went to a place ful of darkness peace like graveyard, some old people are seating and doing pooja and all...........

he wondered and asked YAMDUT which place is it , Yamdut replies its haven , then he screamed what was the one in the way.

Yamdut laughed and said that's Hell.

Who do leisure on earth will get same in hell because doing leisure is there nature and you cant change some ones nature so don't search for heaven heavens are always boring.

same is with good students whole life this good tags lets them struggle , take fun out of life
will never ever got a GF. cant do masti so what left in life for which he can strive.

At last you will have friends who will discuss social issues national issues with you but not personal because you are good friend but not close enough. If you say you are looking beautiful you will receive thanks because you are mannerly, but if comment from some one is kya patakha maal lag rahi hai man karta hai....................... then this comment can be given by a close friend, but you cant give since you are a good student and good student must have curtsy .you can refer an example of film sakalaka BOOM BOOM, Boby deoyal was a man with manner there and finally he got.....................

the world is fast moving and after school when you think now you grown up and can say what u feel since adolescence , more over you went to girl and express your self you will come to know she is already looking some one & you are late.
Then this late cant be recovered and will will be late entire life after that. The word which ECO in your ears will be YOU ARE LATE >...............................


So in future i will not let my next generation be a good student and will not make him be away from all fun of life?

Above and all i will not advice him to write in early age , if he will get this talent i will make sure in all adolescence to youth he always write love poems for the ............................

If he still after all precautions turns to be good i will make sure that he be like katyayan to have a long pool of female fan following after being a extra ordinarily good student.

katyayan how managed this yar?????????