A frustrating day at office begin at 8 A.M sharp at office and 6.30 A.M at home(A place where I shelter). Well Offices seem quite boring specially when there is nothing to do, though it has some benefits too, you will be well informed since you get plenty of time to go thorough almost every news paper opens on net. But now a day’s newspapers are almost a big waste of time, then the question is what as is there to waste in office?? So it’s better keep reading numerous of articles, news suggesting or say meaning only one and the same thing, “The system is corrupt and Swiss bank’s lockers weight is hyping up by taxpayers money”(which after traveling from different hands reach to its ultimate destination), money seems lesser and lesser with raising prices like mount Everest is getting higher and higher by deposit of extra height of ice. Frustration is building every where leading to negativity and brutally killing positivity. But, but but you also gain something in this condition of idleness, surprised?? Well you gain weight by sipping extra sip of coffee. I never been convinced that hard work needs extra energy hence more food, what I have observed that when you have nothing to do you are always hungry.
Well since politics seems not appealing neither did cricket(since its practically India-A versus West indies A). Selling of Ferrari and landing a loan to buy one BHK flat (Sachin)though has make some news on social networking sites(I will come to social networking sites a bit later) but I think it’s a nice way to protest against raising fuel prices and anti mango-people(common people) government policies(this way at least you will not be beaten by gov. police and then attacked by loyal Gov. Agencies).I have mentioned only politics and cricket since more than 90% of news in India comes from these two only, this is the bread and butter for news industry.
These social networking sites also seems to lose charm as there is nothing much to do there, There is an urgent need of new SNS since facebook and twitter are slowly been obsolete. Actually when a new SNS comes then its bring hope and enthusiasm that people will come to know about new people and there will be more happening life, but the bitter truth comes later that this is going to land nowhere and the bitter truth encounters that you need real places to meet people not virtual one.
Well then where to land with this frustration and what to do, in such condition people is quite optimistic that a change will bring something good in life so as I. So a change is needed, in terms of life routine in terms of people or place. A idea came , to have a girlfriend and there will be at least an emotional support, at the same time it will bring some improvement with a little excitement in boring life. A glance of dream come in mind that no more evenings will be lonesome neither weekends and day will also be goosy with flashing of a text message on mobile saying “miss you” occasionally . It have no bigger impact but ya it will give a feeling that some ones care for me which is great to know but suddenly I turned the head and eyes went on full size mirror on opposite wall reflecting my huge image and all such thoughts vanished in trillionth part of second, and I am back to reality. So this plan dropped.
Finally I left with option of switching place and that can be accomplished by changing JOB. I was always sure that it will not be that tough. I was called for an interview in one of the world’s largest two wheeler Manufacturer. I was more than a happy. As a preparing phase I inquired about the function and the feedback on interview suggests that it pretty hard to crack. I was thoroughly disappointed and thought of dropping it but The Vikas in me urged me to attend at least. I attended too and got selected .(that’s an interesting story..I will share letter).So what’s now? Well I must say HR people are most useless people on this world, they are giving me dates over dates(Tarik pe tarik..my lord..tarik pe tarik aur fir agali tarik) and as optimistic I am waiting waiting and waiting. My patient start cracking after two months, I checked recruitment history and come to know they are even slower than snail is giving appointment letters.
So what’s now ? Well nothing much left to do have applied for one more JOB and again waiting for its interview to be conducted, but these all hopeless and boring conditions are making “An Era of Losing Hopes” in my ordinary life and so as in this corrupt and anti public and negative surrounding. And establishing the truth, Mango-people(Common people) are mean to struggle in slight shade of optimism fight with frustration , lead with life to live , to survive to sustain in an era of loosing hopes.
I always have been a man of action but today I request you to..do wish me luck and pray my letter comes soon……………. That’s the effect of such situation it draw you near to GOD not by wish but because of irritation and frustration......
